I'm at home.
I love being at home.
I love feeling comfortable saying that I have two homes.
At my Bozo home, I'm mostly anonymous. I can hide away in a coffee shop and not worry about running into people and talking. I can make meals when I want and how I want. I have a few close friends and a job that I can pursue passionately.
At my SuFu home, I can choose locations based on the desired level of anonymity. My Mom makes dinner as a special treat for me whilst I'm home, and they're always delicious. I get to see friends that I've been missing, most often the scenario plays out like I've never left....which I love.
As I sit in a big, comfortable recliner and look out the sliding glass door to my parents' beautiful yard. As I watch my dog nap in the sunlight after a full day of playing and getting muddy at the dog park. As I giggle when my Dad's snore wakes both him and my dog up.
As all of these things happen - I feel so blessed and lucky.
So many changes have happened within the past 2 weeks, and I wasn't sure if they were the right choices and changes at the time,
but upon reflection and pulling myself away from the situations,
upon examining them externally,
I am happy with them.
Within a month I will live in a condo that I will be paying off.
My own place.
Within a few months, the herbs and vegetables I have planted will begin to sprout and produce vegetables.
Within those same few months, I can start getting on the bike again and hopefully begin biking to work.
The future is bright. I am so lucky.